ചെയ്യുവാന്‍ കടപ്പെട്ടതു മാത്രം

ചെയ്യുവാന്‍ കടപ്പെട്ടതു മാത്രം 

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1997þse th\eh[n¡mew. Atacn¡³ IpSpw_§fn ]XnhpÅXpt]mse sSUv {KnKvksâ IpSpw_hpw Ah[n¡me]cn]mSnIÄ ap³Iq«n ¹m³ sNbvXncp¶p. {KnKvk\pw `mcy sIknbbpw aq¶p Ip«nIfpaS§p¶ IpSpw_w ^vtfmdnUbnse Unkv\nthÄUn Ah[n sNehgn¡phm\mWp Xocpam\n¨ncp¶Xv.

BÀ¡³kkv kwØm\¯pÅ en¦¬ F¶ sIm¨p]«W¯nembncp¶p AhÀ Xmakn¨ncp¶Xv. ^vtfmdnUbnte¡pÅ bm{XbpsS XteZnhkw AhÀ bm{Xmkma{KnIÄ ]mbv¡p sN¿pIbmbncp¶p. At¸mgmWv AbÂho«nse tSmWnbbpw AhcpsS ]¯phbkpÅ ]p{X³ Pbnwkpw Hcp ]n¡]v {S¡n AhnsS ]msª¯nbXv.

""UmUn Hcp ac¯nÂ\n¶p hoWp,'' hWvSnbnÂ\n¶p NmSnbnd§ns¡mWvSv Pbnwkv ]dªp. ""UmUn¡nt¸mÄ A\¡anÃ.''

kwØm\ t]meoknse AwKambncp¶ {KnKvk¬ Xsâ t]meokv Imdn Ibdn tSmWnbbpsS ho«nte¡p ]mªp. AXn\nSbn Imdnencp¶psImWvSv Bw_pe³kv hnfn¡pIbpw knän t]meokpambn _Ôs¸SpIbpw sNbvXp.

{KnKvksâ Gähpw ASp¯ AbÂhmknIfmbncp¶p lm³kv tlm FÀedpw AbmfpsS `mcy tSmWnbbpw. ]t£, AhcpsS ho«nte¡v Hcp ^ÀtemwKntesd AIeapWvSmbncp¶p. {KnKvk¬ AhnsS F¯pt¼mÄ tlmFÀeÀ Igp¯n\p Xmsg Ne\anÃmsX InS¡pIbmbncp¶p.

\nanj§Ä¡Iw AhnsS ]msª¯nb Bw_pe³kn tlm FÀesd Bip]{Xnbnse¯n¨p. tUmIvSÀamÀ Abmsf ]cntim[n¡pIbpw ip{iqjn¡pIbpw sN¿phm³ XpS§nbt¸mÄ {KnKvk¬ Xsâ Ab¡mcpambn t^mWn _Ôs¸«p. tlm FÀedpsS ^man k¶² tkh\¯n\v BfpIsf £Wn¡pIbmbncp¶p e£yw.

tlm FÀedpw AbmfpsS `mcy tSmWnbbpw am{Xw tPmen sNbvXncp¶ AhcpsS Ubdn^man \qdntesd ]ip¡fpWvSmbncp¶p. Ahbn Fgp]¯naqs¶®¯n\p IdhbpWvSmbncp¶p. tlmFÀedpsS Akm¶n[y¯n AhbpsS Imcyw At\zjn¡m³ BcpsSsb¦nepw klmbw thWvSnbncp¶p.

tSmWnb Xsâ `À¯mhns\ ip{iqjn¡phm³ Bip]{Xnbn kabw sNehgn¨t¸mÄ {KnKvk\pw IpSpw_hpw X§fpsS Ah[n¡me ]cn]mSnIÄ Dt]£n¨v tlmFÀedpsS ^man AhcpsS I¶pImenIfpsS Imcyw t\m¡phm³ XpS§n. aäpNne Ab¡mcpw klmbn¡phms\¯nsb¦nepw IqSpX tPmenbpw sNbvXncp¶Xv {KnKvk\pw IpSpw_hpambncp¶p.

Ubdn^manse tPmenbn Aev]wt]mepw ]cnNbanÃm¯hcmbncp¶p {KnKvk\pw At±l¯nsâ `mcybpw. F¦nepw b{´w D]tbmKn¨v Idh \S¯p¶XpÄs¸sS Ubdn^manse tPmenIsfÃmw AhÀ s]s«¶p hiam¡n. AhcpsS aq¶p Ip«nIfpw B tPmenIfn Ahsc klmbn¨p.

aq¶mgvNbmbncp¶p {KnKvk\pWvSmbncp¶ Ah[n. B Ah[n IS¶pt]mbn. Xsâ ØnctPmen Ignªp aS§nh¶v {KnKvk¬ HmtcmZnhkhpw Ubdn^manse tPmenIfpw sNbvXp. CXn\nsS {KnKvksâbpw aäpw _p²napt«mÀ¯v tSmWnb I¶pImenIsf apgph³ tee¯n hnäp. F¦nepw AXn\ptijhpw {KnKvk³ Ubdn^manse aäp tPmenIÄ XpSÀ¶p.

CXn\nsS {KnKvksâbpw At±l¯nsâ IpSpw_¯nsâbpw \nkzmÀYtkh\w hmÀ¯mam[ya§fn Xes¡«pt\Sn. Xsâ tkh\s¯¡pdn¨p tNmZn¨ dnt¸mÀ«ÀamtcmsSms¡ At±lw ]dªp: ""Rm³ sN¿phm³ ISs¸«Xp am{Xta sN¿p¶pÅq.''

Ab¡msc kvt\ln¡Wsa¶pw Ahsc Bhiy§fn klmbn¡Wsa¶pw \ap¡dnbmw. F¶mÂ, tZla\§n aäpÅhsc klmbn¡phm³ \½nse{X t]À XbmdmIpw?. AbÂ]¡s¯ ho«n Hcp {]iv\apWvSmbm \mw s]s«¶v HmSns¨¶p F¶phcmw. F¶m ]e BgvNIfpw amk§fpw \½psS tkh\w thWvSnh¶m \mw AXn\p kt´mj]qÀhw XbmdmIptam?

Ab¡mcmsW¦nepw AIsebpÅhcmsW¦nepw \½psS klmbw BhiyapÅhsc \mw klmbn¡pI Xs¶thWw. Hmtcm Znhkhpw hnhn[\·IÄsImWvSv \s½ A\p{Kln¡p¶ ssZhw \½nÂ\n¶v AXp {]Xo£n¡p¶papWvSv. F¶mÂ, \½psS ku`mKyw F§s\ A\pZn\w hÀ[n¸n¡phm³ km[n¡psa¶ÃmsX Ab¡msc F§s\ klmbn¡phm³ km[n¡psa¶p \mw Nn´n¡mdptWvSm?

A§s\ Nn´n¡mdpWvSmbncps¶¦n \½psS \à hoSpIÄ¡p kao]w agb¯v tNmÀs¶men¡p¶ sNä¡pSnepIÄ ImWnÃmbncp¶p; hnZym`ymkmhiy§Ä¡p ]WanÃmsX AbÂho«n Ip«nIÄ hnjan¡nÃmbncp¶p. hnZKv[ NnInÕ e`n¡msX AbÂ]¡s¯ tcmKnbmb a\pjy³ thZ\bm hoÀ¸pap«pIbnÃmbncp¶p.

klmbw Bhiyambnh¶ Ab¡mcs\ klmbn¡pI Xsâ ISabmbn«mWv {KnKvk¬ IcpXnbXv. X·qew AXphgnbpWvSmb _p²nap«pIÄ At±lw kt´mj]qÀhw GsäSp¯p. {]Xn^ew {]Xo£n¡msXbmbncp¶p At±lw Xsâ klmblkvXw \o«nbXv. F¦nepw Xsâ tkh\¯n\v AwKoImchpw tZiob ]pckvImchpw At±ls¯ tXSnsb¯n. At±lw sNbvX tkh\§Ä IW¡nseSp¯v 1997þse ""doPW {Sq¸À Hm^v Zn CbÀ'' Bbn At±lw sXcsªSp¡s¸«p. CâÀ\mjW Atkmkntbj³ Hm^v No^vkv Hm^v t]meokv F¶ kwLS\bmWv Cu kap¶X _lpaXn¡mbn {KnKvks\ sXcsªSp¯Xv. \½psS Ab¡mÀ¡pthWvSn \mw sN¿p¶ \nkzmÀY tkh\¯n\p kaql¯nsâ AwKoImcw e`n¡pItbm e`n¡mXncn¡pI tbm sN¿mw. F¶mÂ, ssZhw AXn\p XoÀ¨bmbpw k½m\w \ÂIpw. 

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